I feel strange, sad, tired, and happy, all rolled into one... I had a friend tell me they write about death.... I may not write about death, but I think about it a heck of a lot I might as well have been writing about it... i try not to think about it too much... I mean I'm already paranoid enough if I start thinking about death all the time, I'm gonna go even crazier than I already am...I'm happy though b/c even though I dont understand death, I'm starting to understand life and that is what is most important to me right now. LIFE....life is beautiful, just look at nature...stars at night, sun and fluffy white clouds by day...flowers, trees, the birds and the bees...okay I'm gonna go now before someone gags me with a spoon....tata!