It's a dildo...
11:31 pm on Tuesday, Nov. 18, 2003

It’s a dildo…it’s a vibrator…it’s a dildo and a vibrator! Yes, I did indeed get my package yesterday from http://www.adamandeve.com – my favorite item in the package being the “clit sucker.” It was great, it didn’t make me come mind you, but it felt amazing. Especially when it was really slick with lube. Okay so maybe I’m going into too much detail **blushes** but what are online diaries for but to go into detail. And besides, if you don’t like what you’re reading, you can always change the channel.

I bought a carton of cigarettes online and a carton at the gas station as well, so I should be set for awhile. I got Salem’s at the gas station….that first puff was so heavenly…Salem menthol full-flavor 100s to be exact. Haven’t had those in a while. What did I get online? You may be wondering. Well, a while back I had gotten a free pack of cigarettes from this Native American cigarette company, and I kinda liked them, so I ordered a carton of their least-priced additive-free cigarettes. Native, I think they were called. I’ll let you know how they are when I get them.

You know, this guy Nathan I’ve been talking to is turning out to be quite a hottie. I love talking to him on the phone and since he doesn’t have a computer, that’s all I can do…hmmm, I wonder if I’ll ever have phone sex with him? Meh-be. It would be interesting to have phone sex with some one who has a Texan accident LOL. I like his accent though…it’s cute. And we always have the most bizarre conversations…yet about such common things… I know I’m being quite hazy about it, but I’m not going to reveal our conversations. Hush-hush will be my policy on that.

Well I hope tomorrow to work on typing my Career Step reports and try to get as much as I can done. Plus, I need to work some more on my “who am I?” report and then I go to see my counselor Connie YEAH! BLEH! Sometimes it’s fun and sometimes it’s not so fun…but this time I’m gonna stick with it and try to make it work…sometimes being honest with her makes things awkward and uncomfortable and makes me sad, but if I’m not honest how will we ever get anywhere, and how will I ever get any better? I think we’re making progress…baby step by baby step. And then the gym…will I actually make it there tomorrow…LOL…only time will tell.

So…until we meet again,

RACH

back & forth

good night - Saturday, Sept. 03, 2005
Shine - Saturday, Sept. 03, 2005
casey at the bat - Thursday, Aug. 11, 2005
Never Been Happier - Tuesday, May. 03, 2005
end of hiatus - Monday, Apr. 11, 2005

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