So here I am, sitting at the computer at 1:45 am, not wanting to go to bed, to sleep, realizing that I need to be up by 6 am so I can go exercise with Nikki...uggh. I know I can do it though...I CAN DO IT! YEAH!!! Talked to both Nathan and Jimmy today...which did I prefer...I dont know, Nathan I guess. It seems weird not having my mom around and it's only been a couple days! It's gonna be a while til i see her again...will I be able to handle it? I hope so.