Today I get my last paycheck from NIS....the last reminder of what I had there. I did so well there, why did it have to go so wrong? And I miss Mattie, I've thought about calling him but what good would that do? I have a bf now....sometimes I wonder if that was a mistake. I wish Phil was my bf sometimes too, cuz i like him so much. And he's been so good to me. I'm half blind right now lol cuz the one lens in my glasses pops out and I couldnt find it this time. I wish someone could give me a back rub right now....I sure could use one. Well gotta run, ttyl...rachel
good night - Saturday, Sept. 03, 2005
Shine - Saturday, Sept. 03, 2005
casey at the bat - Thursday, Aug. 11, 2005
Never Been Happier - Tuesday, May. 03, 2005
end of hiatus - Monday, Apr. 11, 2005