I've been like a sex-fiend the last few days...yesterday was a yummy late morning session with Phil...he is so sweet. I think I underestimated him...misunderstood him...I thought all he cared about was sex...but maybe i was wrong...our second time was so much sweeter...I felt so close to him.
And what about Nathan? Why am I so attracted to him? I just met this guy and I think I'm head over heels for him. I mean god im wishing I could spend xmas with him...wishing he would hold me in his arms...wishing i could please him in every way. But he lives so far away, Nathan. he lives in Texas. And Phil is only a half an hour away, although he may be moving. So i guess for now I'm not gonna make any decisions...Im sure when the time comes i will know what to do.
Take me away to that special place
The one that you hide deep inside
Set your soul free, I'll catch it
Make it mine to keep for all time.