Sleepless in Lehighton
4:42 am on Sunday, May. 04, 2003

What the hell is going on? I thought I had a date last night with a super-hottie, but he never showed up...either something happened or he stood me up. I don't know, but I'm starting to wonder if phil was right...i shouldnt be pursuing him and im not the lucky one, he is....if he can't see that then maybe it was never meant to be.....maybe I'll just call Phil and let him pick up the pieces like he wants to...but if this is the case, then why do I feel like I'm being pulled apart? Why is there a longing for this tall handsome young man who cant seem to show me how he truly feels? Why do I want him so bad? Maybe these are ?'s no one can answer, let alone here i sit at 4:42 am, driving meself crazy. Hmmm maybe I'll write you a poem, maybe that would make me feel better.
Sitting alone
At the computer
Holding my phone
And feeling real bitter
Wishing I could run
But wanting to stay
Maybe I should be a nun
Or exclusively gay
Why do I love you
When you're driving me mad
What is it about you
That makes me feel glad
To just be around you
And bask in your glow
I wish I could hold you
And kiss you real slow
I wish I could tease you
But you're not even here
I wish I could please you
And bring you a beer
You're my jelly bean
So tasty, so sweet
I'm the best thing you've seen
So please sweep me off my feet.

back & forth

good night - Saturday, Sept. 03, 2005
Shine - Saturday, Sept. 03, 2005
casey at the bat - Thursday, Aug. 11, 2005
Never Been Happier - Tuesday, May. 03, 2005
end of hiatus - Monday, Apr. 11, 2005

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