I feel soooooooooooo good. I had a nice "chat" with Phil last night and I think I could fall in love with him, in fact maybe I already have. At the same time, I'm scared of making a mistake, of committing to the wrong person. But then again it might be a mistake to not give myself to him, I fear I could lose the greatest thing to come into my life. Why is life so complicated? lol Avril Lavigne is quite insightful when it comes to her songs. Phil wrote me a beautiful poem and it made me ache inside for him just to read it. He wants me to be his exclusively, I want that so bad, but yet I hesitate.....I'm so grateful for him being understanding and patient with me. Thank you, Phil.