Splash Waterfalls
6:00 pm on Wednesday, Sept. 01, 2004

I’m sitting here at my computer, in the fading light with a hazelnut cream candle’s aroma delighting my nose. I’m listening to the song Splash Waterfalls by Ludacris (hence the title of this diary entry). It’s the dirty version HEHE. It’s funny because this girl says f**k me like every ten seconds LOL. So how was your day? Mine was alright…I went to see the doctor about my medicine. He changed a couple things and hopefully that will help with the anxiety and other problems. I was anxious just sitting there in the waiting room. I got to see Nikki a little today. She had some errands to run and she invited me to go along.

I’m a part-time cutter. I don’t know why…but every once in a while I cut myself. They’re usually just small cuts, but for some reason cutting helps me feel a little better. I wore a long sleeved shirt to my appointment today because I didn’t want the doctor to see the cut on my arm. Anyways, there you have it, yet another flaw in my arsenal of super-flaws.

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There’s blood on my arm

There’s blood on my sleeve

I’m feeling paralyzed

Like Christopher Reeve

Why do I cut myself

Why I do cause myself pain

Is it because I have an agenda

To pour my life down the drain

I feel so numb, I feel so dumb

Is there something wrong with my brain?

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Okay, how’d I end up being so negative again? Well since I’m a blonde now, I’ll tell a little blonde joke to lighten the mood.

Q: How does a blonde hold her liquor?

A: By the ears.

On that note, this is RACH saying, “SEE YA LATER, SKATER!”

back & forth

good night - Saturday, Sept. 03, 2005
Shine - Saturday, Sept. 03, 2005
casey at the bat - Thursday, Aug. 11, 2005
Never Been Happier - Tuesday, May. 03, 2005
end of hiatus - Monday, Apr. 11, 2005

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