I feel like writing...
8:19 am on Tuesday, Jan. 27, 2004

I feel like baring my soul. I want him so bad. You know who I mean…

I saw him today and when he walked into the room my heart leapt with joy. Could this be love? Who the fuck cares… LOL. I’ll just enjoy the precious moments… every time I see him, every time I hear his sweet voice… God, he makes me feel so good inside. I could wait, I’m not very patient but I can learn. If it’s meant to be, then 3 years won’t make a hell of a difference… but oh I don’t want to wait…I want him now… now…

I can’t believe I actually thought David was him… that’s how bad I want him… to think I would have gone as far as having phone sex with him… mmmmm… actually I like thinking of that… I know I’m so bad. I must control my post-adolescent urges…the urge to grab his ass…heh. The urge to kiss him is even stronger. I want to know what it would feel like, my lips touching his. Maybe someday… but for now I must wait, and be patient, and work on myself, making me stronger everyday. If I play my cards right, and wait, maybe everything I’ve hoped for and dreamed of will finally be mine. RACH

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