LOL...I'm a funny wabbit aint I? I'm in a goofy mood...thinkin bout my huney bun...my nathan...he's a hottie you know. Today was a sleepy, not feel so well kind of day. But I'm feeling a lil better now...talkin to Nathan helps too. he always know the right things to say to me. Alex is fun to look at and fantasize about, but Nathan well he loves me. and that's what i need. something real. I dont know if I ever was really in love before. i thought was but I know this is the real thing. who knows how long it will last or how it will end up, but for now I have real love and at the end of the day, that's what makes everything okay. Knowing someone loves me, despite my faults, despite my lunatic ravings, despite my mood swings, despite my issues. I love him and he loves me and that's all that matters.