This week I’m gonna try to be good and actually get some work done. My room would be a good place to start...then my checkbook…then gathering the stuff I need for the bankruptcy thingy…and who could forget (yeah, I seem to have but anyway) that medical transcription course way back in March of 2002. So I’ve got a lot on my plate…I think I can handle it – I just have to stop being such a pro at procrastination.
So let’s take a step back…the weekend went fairly well. No bumps or bruises to speak of. I took my brother to see the movie Matrix Revolutions. It was pretty cool although there were a few moments where I had to stop and think to myself that guy I was talking to online who said it was a stupid movie. Overall though I liked it so I guess I would give it 1 ½ thumbs up.
And how is my love life? Well sex-wise it ain’t too shabby, but love, hell what is love anyway? Does anyone ever truly love? That is one thing I desire greatly – love. Will it be Bill? Or Phil? Or Matt? Or Jimmy? Or someone I don’t even know yet? I’m impatient – I feel myself growing older everyday as the calendar changes page by page and as the nads of the clock spin around and around. I’m not old yet, but I’m a lot closer to it than I was before.
But I will not give up and I will not let go. I’ll fight to keep my dream alive and to make it come true despite the hurdles that keep popping up out of nowhere, endangering my path.