Finally got one after working at it for a few days…an orgasm I mean. Sometimes they are few and far between for me. But when I get them, all I can say is, “Wow!” That’s how the one I had tonight was. I think it’s the first one I’ve had since my date (sexual adventure) with Bill. I was thinking about that all day…about being with Bill…it gave me both goosebumps and butterflies in my stomach. Could I really be falling for him? I don’t know…I really don’t. But compared to my other choices….well I think he’s at the top of the list.
So I finally got disability…YEAH!!! Don’t know any of the details yet, but just knowing I got it is a big fucking relief.
FUCK!!! Grrrrr!!!! A phone call I got this morning ticked me off…I don’t want to get into it…but I’ve been in a pissy mood b/c of it. On a sweeter note, next week should be good...emphasis on the word SHOULD. I’m supposed to be spending a couple days with Nikki at her house, we might even get a little tipsy if ya know what I mean.
So who will I end up with? Where will I live? What will my career be? Will I ever be rich and famous? Or will I get to the point where that doesn’t even matter to me anymore? Will I ever figure out this life? I don’t know the answers to these questions, but if I ever discover them, you’ll be the first to know.